MY SECRET MY SHAME is up for grabs for FREE!

Hi everyone……..my book “MY SECRET MY SHAME” is now for free at moment on Amazon.com, I promised that yesterday and I worked on it. Here is a link to download it for free on Amazon.com or you could just type the book title and you would find it. Thank you all.

OOPS before I go……..

Book Review

I love writing and as a self-publishing author, I rely on you to become part of my reader’s group. If you liked what you read today, could I ask you to please leave a positive review? Book reviews can make or break a book and also a new author like myself.

Not everyone will love my work, even though this book had been professionally edited, proofread and spell checked. Mistakes could still occur; no one is above making mistakes. If you have found something incorrect, or you want to offer some suggestions to improve this or any of my future books, please email me at: shallybisoye@gmail.com .

Thank you again for reading my book, it means everything to me and I hope you will always come back for more of my work.

SHALLY A BISOYE

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

MY SECRET, MY SHAME

Hi everyone……..I’m so glad to be back! I’ve missed everyone so much, just really needed the time off to finish up ‘’ MY SECRET, MY SHAME’’. It’s finally finished and in a couple of hours, it will be released on Amazon. Please check it out and grab your own copy, it’s a story you don’t want to miss (trust me!). I’m working on making it available for free for four days especially to you all who have been following the story since I’ve had a little bit of it released on my blog. You all are wonderful!

OOPS before I go……..

Book Review

I love writing and as a self-publishing author, I rely on you to become part of my reader’s group. If you liked what you read today, could I ask you to please leave a positive review? Book reviews can make or break a book and also a new author like myself.

Not everyone will love my work, even though this book had been professionally edited, proofread and spell checked. Mistakes could still occur; no one is above making mistakes. If you have found something incorrect, or you want to offer some suggestions to improve this or any of my future books, please email me at: shallybisoye@gmail.com .

Thank you again for reading my book, it means everything to me and I hope you will always come back for more of my work.

SHALLY A BISOYE

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

NEVER GIVE UP

There are times when we feel so down that nothing we have tried seemed to be working. Speaking from my own point of view, There are so many times in the past that I had denied God above and tried to do things on my own, tried to see if I could do a better job than HIM and I end up being so sad, depressed and just out of it. That awful feeling where all you feel is hollowness, emptiness and I supposed I’m the only one who goes through this, I really don’t know but if there is anyone else out there who feels like this all the time, I just want you to know you are not alone. I found out that if your prayers are not being answered immediately, it doesn’t mean God doesn’t care about you, it just means HE is either waiting for the right time to do it for you or HE is waiting to do something better than what you are asking for so being all sad, angry or depressed isn’t going to get you closer to your goals, it will only leave you feeling empty except you acknowledge him as your Sovereign. This can only be done by totally surrendering your life unto him, studying his words and most importantly prayers. It worked for me, it settled all the craziness, anger and bitterness I was feeling because he is also known as the PRINCE OF PEACE, when you invite that peace into your life, the raging storms within you seeps out and before you know it, you are smiling, happy. Even when amidst the storms life throws your way, you remain calm because you have the PRINCE OF PEACE by your side.

I hope I have been able to reach out to someone out there with this, stay strong, it can only get better from now on.

EMOTIONS?

Has anyone ever felt hot and cold at the same time or love and hate for the same person or happy and sad? Everyone of these emotions are intense but when felt at once in my opinion can make you lose your shit!. For instance, there is this major promotion you’ve been working your behind off at work for and you are so sure you were going to get it, even told your husband many times about it and naturally he is happy for you, being your number one supporter, always encouraging you and makes you feel so good especially when you’ve had a shitty day at work. Then on this particular day, you get into work and are immediately summoned into your boss’ office thinking maybe you’d done something wrong but lo and behold you’d been promoted! You lose your professional façade for a minute and whooped for joy and realizing you are in front of your boss, apologized profusely but he just smiles and tells you to take the day off so you decide not to call your husband over the phone since he is at home and had the day off as well. You get into your car with a big smile, imagining the look of happiness on his face and imagining all sorts of things you guys would do for the day and with that thought on your mind, you head home.

                The first thing you see when you arrived home is another car in your garage, thinking its way too early for your husband to be entertaining visitors, you go pack your car in front of the house then enter with your own key and the first thing you see is your husband bent over a lady’s butt on your dining table!

                If you were that lady, what would you do?…..your comments and thoughts are welcomed

LOVE AND BE LOVED!

“One of the happiest things in life is when you know that you are in love with someone who is even more in love with you”.

Awwww, that feeling! It does exist but very rarely can you find it these days as all you can find right now is deception, unfaithfulness, betrayal and so on. Don’t get me wrong, I do believe in love because I’m hopelessly in love with a wonderful man. I’m not just ranting on about the love between a man and a woman but also the one between parents and their children, between siblings or the one in its purest form where a new mother gets to hold her newborn baby for the first time, the look of pure and utter adoration in the new mom’s eyes (that always gets me) but unfortunately not every mother feels that. I mean, how could you explain a mother letting her child get abused by her boyfriend?, its madness I tell you but that’s what the world has turned into and one cannot help but wonder how one could possibly find  love in the midst of all this chaos. Lovers betraying one another, parents betraying their children and vice versa, siblings hating each other and wishing their brother or sister dead, you have all seen some TV shows so you have an idea of what I’m talking about, shows like evil kin, blood relatives, deadly women and so on. You would be amazed at how wicked the human mind could be and all of this for what???. If you find yourself loved, you have no idea how lucky you are, do not take it for granted!.

 

MY SECRET, MY SHAME part 5

“Oh God, Oh God”, I kept chanting it, hoping there is truly a God somewhere who could save me from what was coming to me but when he finally got to me being that he took his precious time (I think he did it purposely to get me so terrified and never ever think about escaping again and it worked!) I was so terrified that I peed on myself. He picked me up with my braids, my scalp was on fire as he forcefully dragged me to my feet with my hair, he said one word ‘move’!, I didn’t need to be told twice and he didn’t need to say that if I tried escaping or pulling off anymore stunts, he’d probably club me too but what he didn’t know was that even if I had the chance to run, I wouldn’t do it because that poor guy whose life had just ended right in front of me, the image and every other thing that happened afterwards would forever remain etched in my memory for the rest of my life (they did it, they finally broke me).

                As I trudged on, I didn’t even have the energy to look behind me to know if he was going to murder me or not, I figured if he wanted to harm me that he would have done it by now so I kept walking on and on till my legs gave way beneath me, I couldn’t go on anymore, too tired and just when I thought I was going to hit the ground, I got swooped up by the big pawed guy, he then slung me over his shoulders and walked on……..

                Something woke me up, I wasn’t sure what it was but when I finally came to, I looked around me and just then I realized I was naked, I moved to cover myself up with the blanket I found on the mattress I was laying on, just then I heard a chuckle, I looked up and realized with horror that it was the big pawed guy, I almost fainted with fright but he never came near me or said anything instead he opened the door he was standing in front of and called out something to someone then closed the door and resumed his posture. I tried really hard not to look in his direction but my eyes kept straying to where he was standing and each time I looked at him, he stares right back at me in that creepy way and I immediately take my eyes off him. Not quite long, there was a knock on the door which he went to open and in came the old hag in all of her glory giving me death stares, I really hated that woman(she is a woman for God’s sake and meant to be nurturing to kids!) she came in with a tray of food and  a jug of water, I didn’t mean it but my stomach growled after inhaling the aroma of the food(traitorous stomach!) and they both busted out laughing but I couldn’t be bothered anymore, I was so hungry. She dropped the tray of food in front of me with the jug of water, I gave her the evilest look ever and bent over to inspect the food(like I would know if it was poisoned or not……humph) after I had thoroughly inspected it and was satisfied it wasn’t poisoned, I finally took a bite and surprisingly it tasted good so I kept shoveling it down my throat and when I finally looked up, the both of them were staring at me with funny looks on their faces, I simply ignored them and kept on eating. After I was done, someone else was called in to pack up the plates while the old hag escorted me out of where I was kept to the bathroom(that was the first time I saw sunlight since I was abducted).

                The bathroom was made of wood and bamboo leaves with just a cloth at the entrance to offer privacy , I went in and was surprised when she came in with me as well, she then took up the local sponge with black soap already in it and started washing me(I swear, I felt like a cow being washed before its killed). After the humiliation was over (the bathing), she gave me a wrapper to cover myself with and marched me back to the room where I was kept. As soon as we got into the room, she just shoved me inside and locked the door behind me and that was when I realized there were about 6 people in the room,(3 men and 3 women) who were all wearing red and black robes with their faces also painted in red and white, I quickly ran back to the door to be let out but one of them caught me and slammed me on the table which was at the centre of the room, I guessed it was brought in while I was in the bathroom. The they each held my hands and legs while one of them gagged me and the last one brought out of his robe a knife, not the usual one but this was curved at the tip and then walked towards me, I struggled so hard to get out of their grips but I couldn’t so I closed my eyes but then I felt my leg being forcefully pried open and then the cutting began……………

                Please leave your comments and thoughts……………… (I’m sure you want to know how her parents got involved, hang in for the ride)…..thanks